Thursday, December 29, 2011

Enjoying Break!

Break has been fantastic thus far and I can only imagine it getting better!!

#101: seeing people in Ohio for Christmas was awesome! I love getting to spend time with extended family that we honestly don't see all that often!

#102: I love our family traditions around Christmas. Brittany and I slept in the same bed Christmas eve night in new pj's and Zach was only a few feet from us! We still get so excited for Santa and I'm grateful for parents that enjoy it too!

#103: I have amazing friends and it has been so fun to stay in touch with them over the break as well! I feel blessed and loved.

Pictured: Zach with papa Darryl; Scarlet and I, mom and scarlet!

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Christmas

I hope you all enjoyed a family and fun filled Christmas!! I know I did!

Enjoy a few pictures of our celebration week!

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Christmas Lights

I LOVE Christmas, people.  I love Christmas music, movies, decorations, and LIGHTS.  I love the season for so many reasons, and I love seeing other people celebrate the season as well.  It's such a joy.

Because of the craziness of my life, I seem to always be driving late at night...and that is such a blessing this time of year!  Instead of it just being dark and gloomy, the night sky is filled with Christmas lights!! I love it.

I'm going to Columbus later today to go to the zoo for the Zoo Lights.  I have never heard of such a thing but I couldn't be more excited.  I love animales, I love Christmas lights, and I'm excited about who I'm going with :)  Just one happy girl right now. 

#99: Smiles.  I smile ALL of the time.  Some people get annoyed.  But it's part of who I am. And I enjoy being smiley and happy.
#100: One hundred! Crazy to think how long it took me to get here, and how I am only 1/10th of the way done.  Couldn't be more excited about this crazy journey of looking at my life and finding more and more things I am grateful for.  Thanks for being a part of this journey with me!

Monday, December 19, 2011

A Whirlwind

So I'm on break.  But I'm not sure that it feels like it yet.  I've finished my entire first semester of grad school (YAY!) but I am still interning, I have been working lots, and I have been traveling lots too!

I am getting so excited for Christmas and the joy that comes from those few days where all of my family is together.  I am excited to see extended family, excited to see friends, and excited to relax after this Thursday!

Until then, it is crazy crazy.  And I'm STILL not done Christmas shopping.  Which is a whole other level of stress!!

I hope your holiday season has started off beautifully, and that you're looking forward to the celebration of Christmas that is coming up this weekend!

#95: Joy.  I have felt LOTS of joy lately.  It's been incredible
#96: Honesty.  I love when people are honest with me, and straightforward.  I like input, and I hate sugar coated input.
#97: Memories.  One of my great college friends started a Facebook note where she recounted all kinds of memories from our undergrad years.  It has been so fun to think about more and more funny things we have all been through.  It's beautiful!
#98: Love.  This time of year is so much more full of love than any other time of the year.  I enjoy seeing other couples enjoy each others company. 

Monday, December 12, 2011

Brief Update

Well finals week has descended upon us at the University of Michigan.  That means people are crazy, grumpy and tired.  I am most definitely included in that.

I will be done with my first semester of grad school in less than 24 hours and I couldn't be more excited.  I am looking forward to a few weeks of craziness: interning, lesson planning and sleeping.  Maybe working out, too.  We'll see.

I spent the weekend in Indianapolis and had TONS of fun, but became even more exhausted.  I am working on getting all of my work done now so I just have to turn everything in tomorrow and hope for the best!

 
Stay warm!

#92: Warm coats.  I own way too many coats, but they all have various uses, looks and warmth.  Thankful for them.
#93: Great friends, great family, a great life. 
#94: My internship has been incredible.  Challenging, difficult, frustrating.  But incredible. 

Monday, December 5, 2011

Bullying

I admitted a few months ago on Blogger that I love the Kardashian's.  Well since that post, KimK ended a 72 day marriage, KourtneyK got knocked up, and Kourtney and Khloe take NY 2 began.  Surprisingly, the Kardashian sisters have been involved in something incredibly positive in the past few days, too.

The Kardashian sisters went on Extreme MakeOver: Home Edition to support a family whose children had suffered greatly from bullying.  Though bullying has been receiving lots of attention lately in the media with the rise of bullying-related suicides, bullying is still both rampant and detrimental for children and youth.

Watch Jonah's Story.  He is full of honesty, brokenness, strength, and triumph.  His story is moving, powerful, emotional, and inspirational.  Join me in lifting his struggles and pain up to the One who can impact his life.



#89: I am grateful to be at a place in my life where I can be confident without being cocky, myself without being afraid, and free without feeling judged. 

#90: Celebrities are a confusing population to me.  They get paid to live their life, basically.  Though movie stars or musicians get paid for their goods/works, what made the Kardashians famous?  Despite this weird-ness, I am grateful that their fame and the fame of others is doing good in some ways.  Many ways, even.

#91: Christmas is upon us.  Though that means materialism, Hallmark, and money in many ways; it also means donating to those in need, making Christmas happen for families in need, and spending time decorating the house for the holidays.  I love this season.

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Interesting

I love Ellen.  She is funny, makes me laugh, helps mornings go by, and stands up for some incredibly causes.  On her show the other day was this beauty of a commercial.  The commercial is actually from a new TLC show "Virgin Diaries" that follows couples who have "saved themselves for marriage".  Since I know several couples who have done just that, I find the show both interesting and a train wreck waiting to happen.  While the show sheds light on this ever-shrinking population, it is also making a spectacle of these couples, mocking them in a way.  Watch this video for example...



There were serious outcry's from this commercial in particular, so TLC released a new one that addresses some of the dialogue that the couples engage in where they discuss their reasons for waiting, their excitement, and their "plans" for the wedding night (kinda awkward, honestly). 

Regardless of how I feel about not having sex until marriage, which honestly I can't say my feelings on this are set in stone, I am kinda disturbed by how many people are laughing at this couples' first kiss.  I can only imagine the excitement that led to the kiss, and the embarrassment that they are feeling now...

Is it fair to make fun of these couples who take waiting for sex to heart?  I get mad when religious groups require such practices, so shouldn't I also fight for the rights of these couples to practice their beliefs in privacy?  Then again, they chose to put their lives on TV.  Did they chose the mockery or the exposure? 

So interesting!

#87: Grateful my life is not on camera.  Privacy is a beautiful thing.
#88: Country Christmas Special.  Beautiful, peaceful, and a great reminder of the joy in the season.

Friday, December 2, 2011

And I Found It!

#86: THEY POSTED THE VIDEO FINALLY!!! IN LOVE.

25 Days of Christmas

ABC Family does this great thing called the 25 days of Christmas.  Wanna know something really funny?  They have a countdown to the 25 days of Christmas.  Ie. a countdown to a countdown...

But it has begun! Christmas is a mere 24 days away! Are you ready? Do your shopping friends! Get your Holiday cards out!

But while we get busy with the Hallmark holiday of Christmas, let's also think about the true meaning of Christmas.  It'll mean different things to each of us, but to me, it signifies the birth of the salvation for this world. 

#84: Salvation through the life of a tiny little baby who came to this world to offer eternal life.  I may not really understand what this means, but I am sure to understand it one day.

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Christmas List

Madre and sister yelled at me for days about making a list.  So I finally made my Christmas List.

It's hard to name things as I have gotten older because if I need something I simply go buy it.  Since I make my own money, I am in control of where that money goes and how it gets spent.  This is freeing for many reasons, dangerous for others, of course.

Living at home has equated to having very little expenses and lots of money to go shopping with.  Luckily I don't have much free time.  I am excited to go shopping this holiday season for my family.  I love to give.  I love to shop.

#81: I love Christmas.  I love the decorations, the music, the gifts, the food....
#82: Looking forward to Britt's Christmas Party.  Adult Christmas Attire!
#83: Looking at old Christmas lists.  I found one I wrote to Santa in first grade.  I asked for a basketball and erasers for my best friend Taylor.  Social Worker for life.

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Busy Bee

The semester is winding down, friends.  That of course means that school is getting crazy, hectic, and busy.  So many assignments due in such a short amount of time.  It's crazy how much can be due at the same time. 

Overall, this semester has gone really well.  I have learned, been challenged, and have been pushed to be uncomfortable.  This semester has not only taught me invaluable lessons in the field of social work, but also in my life.  I have had to define myself as a practitioner, advocate, and student.  And have had to secure a friend base in this new season of life.

I am excited about being in such an incredible program, and look forward to the possibility of continuing my education in the future.  I love learning, and can't thank U of M enough for blessing me with incredible professors and incredible opportunities!

#77: Loving the challenging nature of school.  My papers are not simple research regurgitation, but instead incorporate critical analysis and application. 
#78: I have enjoyed my colleagues so much this semester.  I have learned so much from my peers and classmates.  Forever Grateful.
#79: My internship has allowed me to learn in a new way.  Everything is applicable, everything is apparent, and everything is visible.
#80: Life in Michigan is cold and grey, but thankful that the wintery mixes have held off thus far.

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Wolverine Love

I admit that it can be troubling to people to hear that I love both the Buckeyes and the Wolverines.  But I assure you that the condition can exist, and does within me.

If you were at the game Saturday, you'll know the video I am talking about.  It was really catchy, really cool and really great and had a We are the Wolverines song in it.  I can't find it. Help a sista out.

#73: Anti-Nausea pills.  Long story. Just grateful
#74: Secured a donation for a party for my clients in December.  It felt incredible to see the willingness of others to donate out of their limited resources. 
#75: Seeing so much family this past weekend reminds me of so many things and reminds me to not take a single thing for granted. 
#76: Holiday Season is upon us.  I am excited to shop for others, love on others, and celebrate this season with love.  Grateful does not begin to describe this feeling.

Monday, November 28, 2011

Urban Meyer!!

I love the Buckeyes, I do I do I do.  And as a Wolverine, I am aware of the dichotomy.  But I still love my Buckeyes....

And I am pleased to announce the arrival of URBAN MEYER. 

Which I totally predicted back in June. No joke. Family connections with the Meyer's. No joke.

Watch and witness a football legend...

Thursday, November 24, 2011

Happy Thanksgiving!

Happy thanksgiving to my friends and family! I hope that you enjoy this holiday while also remembering what you are grateful for!  I am grateful for love, health, happiness, laughter, and joy.

#71: Moments with family members.  I may not see them all of the time, but the love I have for them never changes. 

#72: Opportunities to give thanks and say grace.  It's a beautiful way to thank our God for the blessings we have. 

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Travel Day!

Today's the day of travel! After class I will be well on my way to Ohio to see my lovely family.  This will be such an incredible experience for our family since we'll be seeing my grandpa for the first time since he has been diagnosed.  My mom has been down, but my siblings and I haven't been able to make the treck to the little town of Chillicothe. 

I love family gatherings for so many reasons.  I am so excited to see everyone, to eat delicious food, and spend quality time laughing and telling stories.  I am also excited to go black friday shopping!!! I wasn't able to go since last year I went to the houseboat...but this year my plans are a bit different... :) :)

I hope everyone has safe travels!  Good luck dealing with any dilemmas that arise as a result of having so many family members together!! 

Monday, November 21, 2011

. . .

Why??

I have been wondering about the question of why so so much lately.  For instance, why do we do the things we do, why do things happen the way they do, and why things happen when they do.  It's fascinating, discouraging, and frustrating to truly think about the question of why. 


Sunday, November 20, 2011

It's Happening...

Every single fall since I've been at Michigan I have gotten sick sick.  Like not cold, sick but sick sick.  It has typically been bronchitis.  But there was that one special year that I was one of the many struck by The Swine of 09.

Well, remember how I had pneumonia in August? I do.  I was hoping that it would credit my seasonal bronchitis episode so that I wouldn't have to go through two miserable sicknesses.  I am obviously not that lucky.

I was up ALL night last night coughing.  Woke up with a low grade fever, but felt decent throughout the day.  I even worked out with my madre! Alas, I am currently feeling ILL.  Swollen lymph nodes, congested, sore throat, heavy chest, you know the drill.  Oh and my fever is much higher.  WOOT.

Sorry for the complaints.  It is now time to be greatful...
#66: Warm, clean sheets and warm, not as clean blankets.  It was laundry day.  And I love clean sheets.  But comforters are too hard to wash. 
#67: Halls Defense.  They are tasty, corn syrup free and will hopefully boost my sad little immune system.
#68: Thanksgiving weekend plans.  SO excited. I'll tell you about them lata gata..
#69: Inappropriate jokes that make me laugh even though they shouldn't but I don't care because everyone needs to laugh.
#70: My madre.  She makes delicious food, loves me, cleans for my family and I, and cares about my wellbeing.  I love her.  I am proud of her. 

Saturday, November 19, 2011

Shout Outsss

If you have your own blog, then you know that "statistics" are kept for your blog!  For those of you who don't know this, blogger basically tracks the number of page views on the site, which particular posts are opened individually the most, what search words lead to my blog, what operating systems open my blog, referring websites, pageviews by browser and pageviews by country.

People have read my blog all over the world (no joke).  Countries represented include (but are not limited to) Mexico, Russia, the Netherlands, Singapore, Mozambique, South Africa, Australia, and Latvia.  Pretty crazy, huh?

Let this post be a polite thank you and shout out to my friends and readers in Latvia (and everywhere else, too!!!)

#64: This blog may not mean much to anyone but me, but then again, I made it for me first and foremost.
#65: Weeks go by, the weather changes, and the seasons are more and more exaggerated.  Loving Michigan.  Embracing this very very rare feeling. 

Friday, November 18, 2011

Sexy Can I

Have you listened to the radio lately?  Well if you haven't, let me give you a brief description of what you can hear on the radio...

"I'm sexy and I know ittt""are you gonna love me forever...uh uh uh..or am I just a hit and runnnn"

"You da oneee"
"God gave me youu"
"We found love in a hopeless placeee"
"we own the night"
"all you are is meann"
"someone like you"


So basically, we are all going through a mental process of knowing we are damn hottt, determining the status of the relationship (one night stand or long term), deciding that the other person is "the one", going so far as to say that God gave me you, being grateful for finding the one in a hopeless place, feeling so powerful in love that you feel like you're owning the night, and then all of the sudden, boom, you hate the person and the person is mean, and you'll find someone better.

It's a complicated world that us humans live in. 

#61: Music makes commuting possible.  don't know how I would survive without being able to listen to music and sing along.
#62: Getting assignments done early because of the motivation that CMT/GAC offer.  I love how much it can make the time go by during homework time!  (unless "I'm gonna love you through it" comes on)
#63: Ever walk into potentially horrible situations? I did recently.  I made it out alive, mentally stable, and emotionally stable.  Grateful.

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Politics

Politics and I have a love hate relationship, and a lot of that comes from the fact that so many relationships can become stressed by talking about politics.  The truth of the matter, though, is that politics has a lot to do with the direction of our country, and the services that we as citizens receive. 

Have you been watching the GOP debates?  I have been discouraged by them.  I am not a GOP supporter, generally, but I still like seeing the ingenuity in the variety of candidates before the primaries when there are so many candidates.  I feel like I haven't seen any ingenuity, but have been disappointed over and over again. 

I am realizing, too, how much we need to be aware of the policies and bills that are current in congress or the senate (both state and federal).  Citizens have lots of swaying power when it comes to writing their legislators.  Currently, Michigan is trying to revamp the no-fault insurance policy in the state.  They are trying to put a cap on the amount insurers are required to pay out in terms of health related accident needs.  This is being framed as saving individuals on their premiums.  In reality, if you are hurt in an accident, that $250 k will go by incredibly quickly.  Educate yourself on the policy, and write your legislator.  I don't care what side your on, actually...I just want our politicians to do what they're supposed to do, represent their constituents.

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Awkwardddd





Lots of things are awkward.  Just check out Awkward family photos and you'll find things like this to show you just how awkward life can be...



Other things that are awkward:
Your professors and dean being at the Charity Ball you danced at on Friday night, waking up the next morning to find out that you were texting the wrong person the night before, finding out that your baby brother is not such a baby anymore (Girlfriend alert), and having your dad call the sales people that are not being cooperative while your still in the store....

yep. Life has been pretty awkward lately....

#55: My dad fights for me all the time.  Even if it's really awkward, I'd rather not have to be the bad guy.
#56: I love my baby brother.  And he will never lose the baby in front of brother.
#57: We still had fun, even with our professors and dean rockin out beside us.
#58: People are very forgiving when it comes to late night texts.  Thank you.
#59: Time to blog.  Such a fun outlet. 
#60: Jon Stewart's reaction to the GOP debates this past week.

Sunday, November 13, 2011

November

November means lots of things: The semester is about to wind down, which actually means amp up; It is about to get really cold really fast and snow will soon be on the ground; Christmas music is now acceptable; and you should feel burned out (check point one). 

Everything is going as planned.  It snowed on Thursday, it's really cold, I'm really busy with school, and the semester is getting crazy.  Oh and because it snowed, Christmas music is TOTALLY acceptable now. 

By the way, if you're like me and want to cry on the first snow fall, be near children on the first snow fall of the year.  I was picking up kids from school, and when it started snowing, all of the children at the school were jumping up and down, clapping, and running around in circles.  The kids talked about it the entire drive home (30 min) and also told me they need their snow pants....

Well happy November, friends.  Hang in there.  It is gonna get crazy, but just remember...

"I get by with a little help from my friends"

....

#51: Time to sleep.  I took a 3 hour nap yesterday, and slept a full nine hours last night.
#52: Healthy mamma's.  My lovely madre had to experience another ER visit last night.  She's fine...and I am eternally greatful for that.
#53: The freedom to cry.  Because I have a healthy madre, a healthy aunt, a fighting papa, and an angel grandma, I cannot listen to Martina McBride's song without crying.  And that's okay.  I love my family, and am honored to be related to such ridiculously strong people.
#54: Babies.  I can't get enough of the little one I've been getting to spend time with.  She's talking some, is so much more mobile, and gets so excited to see me. 

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

FINISHED

The craziest part about being finished?  I am totally not finished at all!  There are always new projects to work on and new 1000s of pages to read.  But honestly, making it to this time today has seemed so impossible the past few days.  Considering the hours of sleep I missed out on and the hours of my life span taken away by stress, I am just grateful that everything actually got accomplished!  While I could worry about grades and my scores on each of my assignments, I am going to choose to be content with the fact that each assignment is turned in, complete, and was completed to the best of my ability, considering the resources (ie time) that was available to me. 

Speaking of stress, I have become a bit more educated on what it can do to your body.  IT CAN MAKE YOU GAIN WEIGHT LIKE WOAH.  So secret revealing time: I have gained 12ish pounds since starting my masters program in September.  That's alot, people.  The confusing and frustrating part to this is that I am actually eating less (I'm busy, friends) and exercising more (for sanity, yo).  Now I am not saying I deserve the healthy person of the year award, but my habits are better than they were this summer, for sure.

I was talking to my doctor about headache medicines (they cause weight gain too) and she mentioned that the weight is probably because of higher levels of stress hormones in my body.  Daily stress is more damaging to your body than trauma.  For reals. And your body internalizes this daily stress via the fight or flight concept.  So when I eat, my body saves ALL of those calories for future battle.  And when I exercise, my metabolism is not boosted by as much as it used to be.  So...I have to destress......

#48: Getting through these past few days
#49: Helpful doctors who don't think I'm superficial when voicing that spontaneous weight gain is no fun
#50: Freedom to not feel ashamed about my body.  This is an every day battle, but I am confident that I will continue gaining more and more freedom in this realm.

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

Crazies

Technology is the cause for my crazies.  So it's not even me-crazies.  That's the worst; I am not even contributing to my crazies.

Between phones being obnoxious, files failing, and presentations being difficult, I am so done with this week full of countless assignments.  (Five to be exact).  So at noon tomorrow, I will be celebrating.  How will I celebrate, well I am going to buy a nice starbucks, and relax as I slowly continue checking things off of my to-do list.  Which, for me, sounds like the nicest afternoon ever....

#46: the unconditional love of a puppy.  No matter what my day has been like, she loves me and greats me so eagerly.
#47: the ctools confirmation email telling me my assignment has been submitted....officially off of the to-do list, i other words. 

Thursday, November 3, 2011

Natures' Beauty

#41
 The best part about driving crazy early in the morning?  The sunrises of course! I have also had the chance to catch a few amazing sunsets too...enjoy friends.
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Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Never Underestimate

...the BUCKEYES!!!

I love my Buckeyes.  I really do.  And I love my Wolverines.  Trust me, it can happen.  But the Wisconsin/OSU game was out of this world on Saturday night.

I was babysitting (3yr old triplets and a 17mth baby) on Saturday night so after the kiddos went to bed I got to do some reading (have I mentioned how much reading I do every week?) and watch the best football game ever.

I have to mention, too, that I don't like Wisconsin.  Every time I see a team I like play them, I like them less and less; so seeing Wisconsin lose is way fun.  And seeing them lose with only 28 seconds to go...much more fun!

I hope you watched the game...you would have been on the edge of your seat because it was CRAY CRAY!

#37: Sports are fun.  I love watching my favorite teams and watching them work so hard to make their fans smile and cheer.  Did you hear that horseshoe crowd on saturday!?
#38: Winning.  I don't care how ridiculous this is, but I am much happier after my teams win.
#39: Children.  I love them.  I really do.  Orchard with the children pictures to come.  Then you'll understand why.
#40: Huron River Dr. in Ann Arbor is the prettiest road I have driven on, especially with all of the Fall colors.  Take the time.  Do it.

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Spicer's Round Two

On Sunday, I was able to find an excuse for round two at the Orchard: I was with the babes all afternoon!! They hadn't gone yet this year so I took the liberty of taking them.  My madre came with since she hadn't gone yet this year.  It was definitely helpful for crowd control!

#35: nothing beats the apple cinnamon smell of the orchard.
#36: bringing the kiddos meant I could un-awkwardly hang out in the kid part of the orchard...which is obviously the best part.



They were adamant about wearing their costumes.  They all have on so many layers to make sure they didn't get cold.  Everyone commented on their cuteness!



Just two cuties, hanging out inside the pirate ship.
 It's serious work on the pirate ship.  Smiling for photos was not a priority.
 We left Pierce in charge of driving the train.  His (sleepy) bro bros approved.





Mom tucked in the aliens teeth to help Dominick see better.  She then asked him if he could see better and he did this....

Miss Jaclyn is very big on trains, chains, and single file lines.  They have adapted well, I'd say.

Monday, October 31, 2011

HAPPY HALLOWEEEEEEN

Happy Halloween to the blogosphere!!! Check out the google home page before midnight.  It's so cute!!  I hope everyone got to see lots of adorable kiddos in their costumes.  They're the best part of halloween, hands down!  I celebrated the day with LOTS of intern work, lots of Halloween party prep, lots of Halloween partying for kids, and lots of busyness!  I am exhausted, but glad I got to see so many cute kiddos celebrate the day :)  How did YOU celebrate? I was a cowgirl, what were YOU?


#33:  CUTE KIDDOS!!!!
#34: Great conversations with friends I miss.  LOVING my drive convos with Leslie Pants.  Seriously.  They're fabulous.


Sunday, October 30, 2011

Group Projects

When I started grad school, I totally thought that my days of group projects and setting up group meetings were done.  Think again.

I have done more group projects in my first two months of grad school than I think I have EVER done.  It's crazy.  I feel like every single week I am meeting with a group to plan a debate, a presentation, a paper, or something.  It's cray cray.

Good thing I like what I'm learning.  And good thing I am actually learning...

#31: Grateful for good groups! 
#32: Grateful for learning. 

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Wedding Watchers

Since I have no academic motivation, I have been working out. Lots.  As in today I had to convince myself that going twice was not a good idea.  I made a pro/con list.  I not even joking.  I have a problem.

At the gym (OPCC) the cardio equipment looks out these large windows so you can see the beautiful lake, beach and a walkway dividing the club from the grassy area before the lake.  It is quite beautiful and looking out the window definitely helps the time go by.
The windows on the bottom are the gym, and where those people are standing is where the tent was...

On Saturday, they were setting up this huge tent on this tiny little area of grass.  I was so confused, but the more I watched the decorations go up, the photographer plan her shooting locations, and the groom arrive, it became obvious that they were setting up for a wedding.  As I walked out of the gym, I saw the Bridal Party going into the banquet restrooms (they're huge) and I saw the groomsmen hanging out outside.  The Ballroom was beautifully decorated with tons of flowers and lots of pretty center pieces. 

Everything looked absolutely beautiful, but I couldn't help thinking of how awkward it would be to watch a wedding from the gym.  And how awkward it would be to be watched by sweaty worker-outers on your wedding day!  The tent where the ceremony took place was literally right outside the windows in the gym.  So awkward!

Well when I went on Sunday I watched them tear down the tent outside.  And my creeper self looked through yesterday's sign-in sheet to see if anyone was there at 3 (the time of the ceremony which I know because there was a huge blown up invitation in the entry way).  And there were SEVERAL people there between 3ish and 5ish.  How AWKWARD!!! I love it. 

I'm totes going to try to be a wedding watcher one day.  I'll report back if I get lucky.  (but not the inappropriate kind of lucky.  That'd be even MORE awkward.)

#26: The weather this weekend was INCREDIBLE.  So beautiful, so sunny and so fall-like.
#27: Peace and Quiet.  I slept for 12 hours on Saturday night.  I slept in the basement to ensure no sunshine and no noise.  It was glorious.
#28: NCIS marathons.  They may ruin my productivity, but they keep me entertained for hours.  Not to mention all of the safety tips I am learning.
#29: Tights Weather.  I love wearing tights.  And I love that I can wear them right now without getting too hot and without freezing my ass off.
#30: Text Messaging.  I don't like talking on the phone.  And now I really never need to.  AND I can text my friends that live far away while doing other activities so we can be busy, and still talk :) so cute.

Monday, October 24, 2011

Where are YOU?

Motivation.  I have none of it.  Where did it go???

Halfway through the semester, and I am suddenly motivation-less.  I had been doing so great with motivation; homework filled Saturday and Sundays.  And week days filled with classes, interning, and work.  I had no Saturday or Sunday plans because I knew how much homework I needed to do.  But instead of doing homework, I've worked out, slept, ate, and have hung out with friends.  All great things, but in the scheme of things, I should be doing homework!!!

And where did this sudden desire to work out come from?  I never have a desire to work out.  It is usually just one of those things I know I should do, even though I hate doing it.  But lately, I miss it LOTS when I miss a day.  What's with that? So strange.  It's like I can only be motivated for school or working out.  Never both at the same time.  WTF.  Doesn't my body know how desperate I am for smooth sailing?  I just want school work to keep getting accomplished and I want to be healthy and fit.  Too much to ask for apparently. 

Look how cute these great little work out people are.  I hope I look like I am having that much fun when I work out.  Although I definitely find the smiley working outers completely obnoxious.  There is a lady at the gym who sings and dances along to her iPod while she works out.  It's just so awkward and unusually weird.  I don't want to be her because most people act afraid of her.  But I do often envy the women who can be sexy while working out.  How is it possible? I have NO idea.  But they make their sweat work for them, that's for sure. 



#24: A gym where I can go whenever I want and get a great work out.  Grateful for opportunities to be heatlhy.
#25: Guilt free foods.  I love eating, but there is nothing worse than the feeling of guilt after enjoying a meal.  Guilt free food like fruit, vegetables, and healthy meals are so much more satisfying.
#26: So grateful for the experience of grad school.  It is challenging and difficult but is showing me just how I am meant to work for justice in this world.  I am learning about my strengths, weaknesses, gifting, and passions.  It is a blessing.

Friday, October 21, 2011

Soy Chai Love

I love chai tea. So much so that I have already had two chai soy lattes today. TWO!! Do you know what that does to the number of pee breaks I need? Well it just increases them, really.

I haven't had one all week so I'm making up for it today. Crossing my fingers that it was a good choice considering my little fun with the stomach flu yesterday. Remember when I had the stomach flu for 10 days in the spring? No? Well I do. ER visit included and everything (check the May blogs!). Glad I had some left over nausea pills fo sho.

In other news, I am ecstatic for the weekend. For reals. Bar crawl tonight! Holla! (I've never said that before in my life). Homework tomorrow and homework Sunday! Which makes me happy really. I can get ahead a bit and enjoy the quiet weekend while my padres are at the houseboat (I would be jealous, but bar crawl friends). And I'll actually have time for the gym!

Well, for now, I will dream about tonight while sipping on my glorious chai latte. What are you drinking?

#22: money for chai
#23: fall colors. Go to Dexter friends. Quintessential fall town.

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

iPad Trouble

I love my iPad.  Seriously.  I love it SO much.  I bring it with me everywhere and it's my favorite little accessory.  I can do so many great things on it and it's helpful and oh so versatile. 

Problem.  I keep missing people's birthdays because of the facebook app.  You have to go through so many steps to see the lists of birthdays, and I am just too used to seeing them on the sidebar that I am missing birthdays!  (sorry!). 

Other problem.  There is no blogger app.  And when I use blogger on my iPad, it always publishes strange.  Bizarre. 

Tips for using blogger on iPad?

Regardless, I LOVE IT! BUY ONE!

#21: Technology is both challenging, fabulous, and frustrating.  It's scary to think of how much I rely on it, and how upset I would be if I didn't have access to all of the technological things I use. 

(your welcome, apple)
(ps. I know you don't need my help)

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Bruised

I bruise easy.  Like crazy easy.  Like within 10 minutes, I have a bruise.

I went shopping this past weekend, and while trying on clothes I noticed ALL KINDS of bruises all over my legs.  And arms.  What have I been doing?! It's crazy! Some of them are all kinds of weird colors, others are standard, others are huge.  It's so weird.

When I was going out on a nightly basis, bruises were more expected.  But now that I spend my days reading, writing, and working, where am I getting them from?

#19: Grateful for health.  I complain about my migraines/allergies/etc, but in the scheme of things, I am healthy.

#20: Support for when I am NOT feeling healthy.  When I am sick and weak with some sort of ailment, I am lucky enough to have the support from friends and family to get me through it.

Monday, October 17, 2011

Room Chaos

NOT THAT BAD!!!
My sister was home this weekend, and one of the first things she said upon entering my room was that it was utter chaos! And even though I feel like it is fine and relatively neat, she was completely correct.

I have stacks upon stacks of books, dirty clothes, clean clothes, plants that need watered, shoes that don't fit in my closet, and little things laying all over the place.  It is SO hard to manage my room at the moment because it seems like I have no down time.  Time spent cleaning my room is time that could have been spent on homework, exercising, or blogging.  DUH.  Just kidding.  Not really.

Since it is fall break, I decided to give my room some TLC.  I spent an hour tonight picking up trash, going through stacks of paper and deciding what to toss and what to file (ie what folder for school it goes into.  I don't file.  My father wishes I did.  I don't save receipts, dad.  I NEVER WILL...I just got blacklisted, fyi).  I also switched my clothes around....

maybe one day?
For those of you that don't know, I was blessed with an amazing closet last year.  It had TONS of folding space, shoe space, dirty clothes space and storage space.  I don't hang much, but it had some room for hanging, too.

Since I moved home, closet space has been an issue.  I bought two under-the-bed storage containers, that held all of my bulky sweaters up until today.  I went through and took out all of my summer-only clothes and put in all of my bulky, wonderfully warm sweaters.  It was both sad and Christmas-like!!  I had forgotten about how many wonderful sweaters I own and now I am so excited to wear them all! But not starting tomorrow, because tomorrow I'm wearing a shirt my sister got me for my birthday.  It is super cute.  Yes I lay out my clothes the day before.  If I don't, I'd show up to work in pj's, friends.  No joke.  It has happened.

#18: Thankful for CLOTHES.  I take them for granted, complain about having too many, and not enough at the same time.  They keep me confident, warm, and safe.  THANK YOU.

Sunday, October 16, 2011

Orchard

I love going to the Apple Orchard.  It is such an amazing experience.  Between seeing cute families and adorable little kids, the donuts and the cider...it is practically heaven on earth. 

SLIDE
I was able to go to Spicer's (best orchard around) today with my brother and sister.  My padres have been in Key West since Wednesday and are enjoying their summer-extension while we got to enjoy fall!  Brother and sister don't like apples, so we didn't go apple picking, but we still enjoyed going down the slide (see photo), eating donuts, and looking at the massive pumpkins.  We also did WINE TESTING.  Six free samples! I'm telling you, best orchard ever.

And yes, I DID EAT DONUTS!  I gave myself the gift of eating whatever I please today.  I ate donuts and Pizza Hut.  It has been a tummy ache filled day, but oh so worth it to experience the joys of food-freedom every once in awhile.  It is also a great reminder to why I am on the diet I am on.  I feel icky right now; tummy aches and a horrible headache.  It is helpful to know that there are direct consequences from straying from my diet.

#17: an amazing day spent with my siblings.  

Have you been to the orchard this year?  If not, GO!

Thursday, October 13, 2011

Beauty

#13: the fall colors are incredible. Driving to work was like driving through watercolor paintings. #14: fall also brings amazing sunrises and sunsets. Thanks, God. #15: thankful for making it through the craziness of the last few days. #16: new life brings joy, excitement and transitions. They're little hands and feet get me every time...

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Clothes Dilemma

It's the middle of October (almost).  But the weather can't decide when it is.  There are 80 degree days, 50 degree days, and there are days with temperatures everywhere between there!!  There has been rain and sunshine, and I am seriously conflicted on what to wear on a daily basis.

This Week:
            Monday: 77
Tuesday: 77
Wednesday: 68
            Thursday: 65
        Friday: 57

HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO DRESS?!

On Sunday I wore jeans and a sweatshirt and about died when I was playing outside with the kiddos.  It was SO hot (80 degrees) and I would have been better off in my swimsuit. 

Don't get me wrong, I love warm weather.  But I hate trying to figure out what clothes to wear on an hourly basis.  Seriously.  Once it's fall, I am ready for fall clothes.  Obviously fall is not ready for fall. 

#11: Sunday was amazing.  I got to play football, got lots of homework done, and got in lots of cuddles.
#12: Scarlet is ALWAYS excited to see me.  ALWAYS.  No matter what time it is, or how long I've been gone (even 2 minutes), she is thrilled at my arrival.  Feeling loved and welcomed on a daily basis from such a joyous creature is incredible.


Monday, October 10, 2011

Secret


I LOVE THE KARDASHIANS.  So embarrassing, I know.  It's absurd.  I don't even know why I like them.  But watching them provides me with so many entertained moments...

A moment on the lips is a lifetime on the hips...
told you, creepy.

Adorable little Mason...

Mame K's face lift...lol...

Bruce's creepy face lift results...

The DRAMA (understatement of the year)...




Really. It's so entertaining.  Though sometimes I feel like my brain cells decrease as I watch their dramatic, extravagant lives unfold.  Everyone needs their little secret pleasures though, and watching Kim K's wedding is one of mine...

P.s. this is tagged as acceptance so you are all motivated to STILL accept me :)

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Migrainezz

So I have headaches.  Lots of them.  And their quite painful.  Well, with the start of school, interning and crazy amounts of homework, my headaches have been INSANE. 

I've been doing a research study with HOPE (a migraine organization) through the university since May.  Because of this, I have had to track my daily pain levels.  It has been super informative to see how often and how severe my migraines really are.  Rarely do I experience days with pain below a 6/10.  And normally it is between a 6 and 8, yet there are quite a few 9's as well. 

I have now been dealing with headaches for almost 6 years, and I have yet to find my magical solution.  I keep seeing doctors, keep talking about options, and keep trying everything they throw out there!

The biggest stress in this for me is the money/financial side.  In Michigan, if anyone is involved in a car accident (regardless of fault) your personal car insurance is responsible for your care for life (though currently they are trying to put a cap in place, but that won't affect me).  AAA has been a pain in the ass for years now.  They have dragged their feet over and over again, and have not communicated with us in an effective manner.  I am trying to stay positive, and just keep reminding myself that they are liable, and that I don't have any assets anyway...so nothing can be taken from me! 


Friday, October 7, 2011

So grateful

Number 7: Beautiful sunset Monday night and beautiful sunrise Wednesday morning. God created art in the sky. Appreciate it. A friend and I discussed the need to stop and smell the roses! Number 8: tears. I got home from a thirteen hour day to a bill AAA should have paid months ago. Quickly, I found myself arguing with my dad though obviously we agree that AAA is dumb. That lead to tears. Which led to me needing a hug. And needing sleep. Thankful for dads, tears, And moments of needing my parents. Number 9: making more friends in the SSW. It has been hard, really because I only see people twice a week. But it is getting easier and more comfortable.  Number 10: thankful for this exercise. I am so blessed and need to remember that. Number 11: GSI position!!! I applied for several GSI positions for this semester, and was an alternate for two courses. As luck will have it, one of those classes has a GSI graduating so I am in! Full tuition, a Huge (to me) stipend, and a great chance to develop references from my department. The class I'll be teaching is women's health, or WS 220 which happens to be one of my favorite undergraduate courses. It will be quite an undertaking; a two hour lecture and 3 discussions per week, but the payout is enormous. I am so excited to have this opportunity and am again reminded of how blessed I truly am. #blessed

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Missed Opportunity

Guess what I just found out?  Well, I kinda new this already..but not the little details...

So everyone knows I've nannied for several families over the past 4-5 years, and have been babysitting since I was 10.  For real.  It has been a guaranteed source of income for me because there are ALWAYS families looking for babysitters or nannies...and it has been an awesome job while being in college because of the flexibility. 

International nannying has always been something I've concerned, but have never really looked in to.  There's a lot of paperwork, and at times lots of logistics to figure out the payment/rent ratio.  I was always interested in making more money rather than making less money in exchange for free rent because of the difficult task of making time off, time off. 

SO TRUE
I was reading some websites recently and found out that people were making anywhere from $30-60K a year nannying overseas.  The range is because number of hours and location vary for each person, obviously.  That is a lot a lot of money.  And taking just a year off between undergrad and grad school would have paid for my graduate career.  Easily.  So why did I not do this?!?!

Before putting in your deposit for grad school, make sure you are completely educated on how much it will really cost you.  I am working so hard to make sure I do not end up with copious amounts of debt in the form of student loans...I don't want to be 40 and still paying school off...

Even though I didn't choose to go overseas to work, I will make the best of my opportunities here to keep the amount I pay out of pocket up and the amount I borrow low!!!