Motivation. I have none of it. Where did it go???
Halfway through the semester, and I am suddenly motivation-less. I had been doing so great with motivation; homework filled Saturday and Sundays. And week days filled with classes, interning, and work. I had no Saturday or Sunday plans because I knew how much homework I needed to do. But instead of doing homework, I've worked out, slept, ate, and have hung out with friends. All great things, but in the scheme of things, I should be doing homework!!!
And where did this sudden desire to work out come from? I never have a desire to work out. It is usually just one of those things I know I should do, even though I hate doing it. But lately, I miss it LOTS when I miss a day. What's with that? So strange. It's like I can only be motivated for school or working out. Never both at the same time. WTF. Doesn't my body know how desperate I am for smooth sailing? I just want school work to keep getting accomplished and I want to be healthy and fit. Too much to ask for apparently.
Look how cute these great little work out people are. I hope I look like I am having that much fun when I work out. Although I definitely find the smiley working outers completely obnoxious. There is a lady at the gym who sings and dances along to her iPod while she works out. It's just so awkward and unusually weird. I don't want to be her because most people act afraid of her. But I do often envy the women who can be sexy while working out. How is it possible? I have NO idea. But they make their sweat work for them, that's for sure.
#24: A gym where I can go whenever I want and get a great work out. Grateful for opportunities to be heatlhy.
#25: Guilt free foods. I love eating, but there is nothing worse than the feeling of guilt after enjoying a meal. Guilt free food like fruit, vegetables, and healthy meals are so much more satisfying.
#26: So grateful for the experience of grad school. It is challenging and difficult but is showing me just how I am meant to work for justice in this world. I am learning about my strengths, weaknesses, gifting, and passions. It is a blessing.
Halfway through the semester, and I am suddenly motivation-less. I had been doing so great with motivation; homework filled Saturday and Sundays. And week days filled with classes, interning, and work. I had no Saturday or Sunday plans because I knew how much homework I needed to do. But instead of doing homework, I've worked out, slept, ate, and have hung out with friends. All great things, but in the scheme of things, I should be doing homework!!!
And where did this sudden desire to work out come from? I never have a desire to work out. It is usually just one of those things I know I should do, even though I hate doing it. But lately, I miss it LOTS when I miss a day. What's with that? So strange. It's like I can only be motivated for school or working out. Never both at the same time. WTF. Doesn't my body know how desperate I am for smooth sailing? I just want school work to keep getting accomplished and I want to be healthy and fit. Too much to ask for apparently.
#24: A gym where I can go whenever I want and get a great work out. Grateful for opportunities to be heatlhy.
#25: Guilt free foods. I love eating, but there is nothing worse than the feeling of guilt after enjoying a meal. Guilt free food like fruit, vegetables, and healthy meals are so much more satisfying.
#26: So grateful for the experience of grad school. It is challenging and difficult but is showing me just how I am meant to work for justice in this world. I am learning about my strengths, weaknesses, gifting, and passions. It is a blessing.
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